*Sigh*

This will not be long.

I've just gotten home from Seattle and meeting that girl. 40. She blows my mind.

Still.

Her affect on me is every bit as calming and safe as I had hoped. Moreso, maybe.

And my head as well. Apparently at one point someone else came out and said, "I am so glad I could come out and spend some time with you." Amazing. Amazing that it happened. Amazing that she caught it for what it was. Amazing that she thought to tell me. She said I looked different and that she knew that it wasn't "me."

We had an amazing time. And already I count the days...